Beginning Of The End

As I move into the dark , crumbling , damp and downright depressing Civil Engineering PG block class , or 'Kaalapaani' as its called , a cold feeling grips my heart . College life is at another of its many critical turning points , which crowd the short four years we have been given to fulfill all our expectations of college we have been fed all those scwany school years and to gather lifelong bitter-sweet experiences , which we are supposedly gonna look back fondly upon later on in life . Three heart busting and nerve crunching schufflings past , we are still not completely comfortable with our home for the past two and a half odd years . Moving into the smart , dust free , painted (for once) class rooms we are filled with apprehension about the next three semesters . We are finally at the beginning of the end , accepting it or not , no longer a question of much consequence , with just three more semesters to go . Semesters one , two , three .. where did they all go , when did all they fly by . We are left with no memory of them , nothing to punctuate properly the vague mass of randomly flowing time , nothing to remind us of the passage of time , passage of the best years of our life . Will we all look back upon it , our college days , with longing in our eyes , just wishing to relive them , wishing we'd have done better in them , not done then some of the thing we had done , not said some of the things we had said , not hurt some of the people we had hurt ? Bitter about life , high on experience , wiser .. but better off?? , we stand on almost the edge of this vast expanse of a spectacular experience , a wonderful piece of life , and we all swear , swear by all our pride and self esteem , "Make may we our lifes a little better , break may we a little of our deadlocks with egos , speak out may we a little more clearly to those with us of our love , see may we more magnified those little things others try to do to make us happy , and try may we a little hard , just a little harder , to make everyone else happy , for us , and for everyone else ."