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Today after quite some time , I was feeling down , I mean really down . Well as nostalgic as it may have been , it brought to my attention certain things that are missing from life . Definitely i miss System Of a Down . There is no measure as to how it would have helped me when I was desp today . Instead I had to subject myself to the torture of a playlist created by my brother . How i wish i had the oteps or slipknots or hatebreeds . Slayer , to which i never devoloped a taste since it came recently in time where the kind of music under discussion now havent been required for a long time . But if i could get my hands on a geniune slayer i would definitely make it a part of my retinue .

Now since the heavy stuff is missing from my normally stocked arsenal , i had to dig pretty hard . But digging deep enough i found stuff which would do pretty well . Disturbed , another one of those to which i never devoloped a taste came to the rescue . Now i can understand Jonathans fanatic adhesion to the song Down with the sickness . Faithful as ever metallica never let me down ever , nor did it today . Fuel pumped me up enough , followed by godsmack . The heavy noise pollution could not afford to give way for nirvana even though that too could have sufficed for my vent of anger or what ever . But it wouldnt have compared to the current pot full of emotions in me . But very ape found its way into the playlist . The very very very very powerful and gnawing guitars touched the right knots which the rape me would have definitely missed . There used to be a time when i could blast off in my room , unconcerned about the neighbours , but that aint now . Maybe after the shift . I need more sound anyway . This stuff aint powerfull enough even tough extremely loud . Du hast was a mismatch .... it was a happy song..... so had to cut it off the list and fill it up with without a choice rape me.. maybe i oughta run to jonathan house to listen to something there ....

Me out ... Peace to all ya motherfuckers...